oh boy....

So, how i overcome my fears, project what i love and what i like over my own insecurity... in front of a bunch of kiddos and teenagers... well.... i just do the best on me and the best on what i know... i've got to say, i get so easily get frustrated when things are not going over the direction or the way i wanted to go, i guess i may take things so strict and i guess that is fine, when strict is just about me but i can't demand it in the same way when is about other.. so i guess i'm gonna lose a lil bit just for the kiddos, just for the fun and the learning...

This year and this job will be to me a challenge and i hope to have so much fun over my kranky mood and personality... wish me luck with my kiddos and teens....

days out...

I wish i could go out more often... like really more often... vacations and travel is always a gooood idea! like great idea! just gonna cross my fingers and wish that... had some days off from my job so i went in a familiar trip to BCS and it was great... i had a sun tan, beer, seafood, plenty relax and great time with my family... i really need that so often... but lately i've been so busy... got two jobs, many personal projects and tons of paintings to do... so is like i guess i've got just schedule and just planning my time .... 

still, cross my fingers... i wish i could go travel more often!

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i wish i could express way much better what i feel, my thoughts... i wish that i can keep still and strong... i wish i can hold some emotions better than other... i wish i could write down my emotions... i wish i could put it down in poetry... but that will be not me.... i guess i was avoiding to write here for so long... there was a reason, a strong reason...

March month was a hard, difficult month... was a month that gather my family together... that also makes me realize the value of the presence or absence of people...

time won't back, neither time or people... lately i feel so attached to sunsets and sunrises... i'll keep the best of it...

thanks for reading..

in March we march...

Let's make it clear, in 8 of March is not a celebration, we commemorate women, women who fight, who rise and demand better salary and better jobs, more education, public charges and more opportunities in the society... So this may be some books that me and some girl friends recommend to read... not because are feminist books but because books may be the answer, it also may be a heal, a company, a partner, a light, a step, a reason and may be also the word that we can't express by ourselves ....

Embroidery with love

So i went to the museum, and i found this exhibition kinda by mistake, wasn't my intention to see it, i went to see another exhibition but oh well... and oh dear! i fell in love! as you may know i'm a huge fan of embroidery! like more for fun and hobby than else, it helps me when i'm freaking stressful or just because i like it and that's it... so this exhibition is about love letters or so, embroidered in handkerchief, in Portugal, the young couples uses this tradition as a declaration of love, the girl embroider the handkerchief with a poem or rhyme with a very delicacy design, unique and personal for the lucky guy.. the tradition had like a 100 years, at our days is still present but now the guys can embroider too... i took some pics, i love everything! it was impossible not to! 

Vintage hunter...

Should i call myself a vintage hunter!? or is just a hobby or why is that i love to collect and seek for Vintage goodies?!... thanks life that i was asking for and then is like that life bring them to me to admire them and then trying not to use this goodies but just see if someone else can use them, wear them or else...
i guess i found this lovely things because i'm kinda a seeker and also because is like it was meant to be found it... anyway, this may had your name on it, i'm about to put it on my Etsy shop! another owner or someone who loves to get something Vintage too... Long Life to the Vintage Collectors!!!
Happy new Year and so much love to you my dearest readers! 

Teotihuacan..

There's is a place where i used to see it so often in my Mexico's history books when i was in school.. Apparently Teotihuacan was a city near by to México city where the people over there was never found then the aztec passed near by and that was a little bit more than 900 years ago... how do they found it?! it seems like it was like a little hills located in a very specific areas and archeologists from around the world help our local archeologists to rebuilt them...
My brother gave me this little treat to visit this pyramids that i used to see only in my school books, so we walked a lot, we climb stairs to the moon pyramid (the Sun's pyramid was so over crowded) under a nice warm sun...
My fav pyramid was the Quetzalcoatl, with the big sculptures near to the stairs (you can't climb over there but i took some photos near by) so you can see the little details like sea shells, corn and spirals graved on the stone...
So is a must to, if you go to México city, you wont regret it, trust me!